Emotions and trousseau
I think I am kind of extremely sensitive person. So thought of leaving my house makes me super sentimental and it breaks me down. All things and topics related to wedding make me even more nervous. One of the things that makes the thought of leaving my house even more intense is trousseau. Buying and collecting things for my trousseau reminds of the very day when i have to leave behind my stuff that i own now. So instead of bulk buying things i have come up with the strategy of buying things randomly. I pick up random stuff when i go out with friendz and family and keep it in my trousseau suitcase. And in case be i do use some stuff occasionally. I do this to make my shift as normal as possible. For me buying stuff for my married life was bit emotionally straining. So with time i keep buying things so that it can keep me from panicking in the final moments. That is my way of dealing with my emotional turmoil which i trying to neutralize with the strategies that i can think of, so i can enjoy my time with my family without worrying about things that make me feel down. You may have your strategies and they may sound weird and eccentric to others and that is all okay. So find a way out
A Reluctant feminist 